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wow looking at graduate programs is doing absolutely nothing for my self-confidence and now i kind of just want to crawl into bed and give up and weep and never do anything ever. i just feel so unworthy and under qualified for everything and i suppose i could remedy this by taking on every internship ever but i’ve always been slow at accomplishing things and i still don’t know what i’m doing and if i’m cut out to do anything really at all